Im coming back again. Crossing that bridge once more.
This time is all about self-expression and learning to externalise more. Take up space, talk more.
But it also seems like the older I get , the more private I become and, at the same time, I can’t really show something other than myself. (authenticity is definitely one of my core values).
So what’s the measure?
I see this becoming a pressing issue as Uranus shifts to Gemini and quite quickly activates my solar complex. It will oppose my natal Mars in Sagittarius, conjoin my Chiron in Gemini, and square my Sun and Mercury in Virgo. Not to mention the opposition to my natal Uranus (conjoined my Mars), part of the famously known ‘midlife crisis’ astrology transits.
At the same time, trines from Neptune-Saturn in Aries (travelling through my 5th house!) plus the coming Jupiter in Leo to my Mars in Sagittarius are also happening. Jupiter will then conjoin my MC and enter my 10th house, where my natal Sun is placed. Another thing is Pluto in Aquarius, sextile Neptune in Aries, and both forming a Yod to my natal Mercury and then the Sun (again!).
As you can see, there are a lot of Sun related stories. I need to be more me!
Something isn’t quite right.
Including ‘who I am at work’, or where I currently am at work. I can’t help but think about the 1950’s photoshoot I did a few years ago. That was fun but it does not represent me (you can see some of the pictures spread around my website). Even my sudden desire to change my style, my new found taste for minimal chic and quiet luxury. I want structure and comfort, and this seems to be coming from a deeper source within.
What I’ve been learning is to give this process some space. To allow it to happen without me forcing anything. The Ego must give way to the Soul.
Also, a new project seems to be coming up, a new course.
A library, a skylight, and a garden – all forming a space to grow, to learn, to heal, to practice and understand your divine task, your vocation: to be yourself.
Full circle… (just like in the Sun’s astrological glyph)